everyone hate sudden changes right?

everything is different.

everything will not be the same.

everything is getting new.

question keep popping up.

can i deal with this new enviroment?

can i get used to this new stuff?

can i get better with it?

things like this happens so i don't really bother much but just go on with it.

change accordingly or also known as go with the flow.

recently,a lot of things has change and i'm not very happy with it.

one of the things i need to say in here is i'm changing my blog here.

changing to other places where so call friendlier.

so some how they allow export and import and some other stuff.

can anyone tell me how to export my blog entry from here?

i need to move but i can't find the right button.

so life must go on juga la kan?

anyway, here's the link for my new spot..

"my wrecked life and the life of others"

go on with life~

something i found that is interesting..

* i do not claim to be the photographer nor owning this picture.

this is crab ass shit mother loving son of a artless bat-fowling churlish craven goatish infectious foot-licker!!

this is BULLSHIT!!

that is the CCTV thing right in front of my work place.

damn that shit.

here's the deal..

having a tattoo is one of my top 10 wish list that i would love to accomplish..

and here i am with it strike off..woohoo!!

it's planned for almost half a year ago that i would do it on my calf.

2 months later then it's set to be Polynesian theme.

another month later i set it on my left calf with sketches that what they say is amateur work.

still searching and re-designing, finally i set my design for the first time and when to meet up my future tattooist.

upon meet up,i told him wat i want and show him my design.

then he comment that my design is quite nice but it's too boring and cramp inside.

hearing his comment has crush my heart with thousand tonnes.

discuss abit with him and look at sample that he have then i went off to re-construct my design.

months of searching and re-designing with reference from Tahiti Tatou, finally i have fixed in my design with more different design and look more lovely than my first one.

a months later after my final design, i have set my date to get it done was 29th of Feb 2008.

where it's a leapt year and it would be special to celebrate only once every 4 years.

in the same day,we were having a farewell dinner for our friend who is quiting from company.

we went to Olde Station at City Mall for the dinner and we all chat and eat as if there is no tomorow.

finish our dinner and have fun our self, then we have a little surprise for one of us who have birthday.

so we ordered a cake to celebrate her belated birthday.

so me and a friend who is leaving make an excuse going to toilet then we when to next door which is Veda Blu for the ice cream cake.

and here's the cake look like..

not only it look tasty but it taste great too!!

and yea, this cake cost my legs and arms also if you ask me to buy it alone..=.=

anyway,we 'devour' the cake but in the end, we only ate like 75% of it..LOL

finish our stuff then me and my friend off to King James Tattoo to get my wish on at Lintas.

arrive there at 0900pm and we show the tattooist my design that i want.

so the tattooist went on to prepare everything including doing sketches on my calf.

the left side.

the back.

the join between left side and back.

the sketches din finish yet at this point and i know my calf is F*%$#^% big la!!

while still working on it, alll of a sudden..

NO ELECTRICITY!!!!

curse the SESB for doing this to me..

frustrated and almost wanna cry get angry because of the electricity interuption.

we waited for a while but no luck so we when home and plan to come back tomorow to finish it.

on 1st of March 2008, it's 9am in the morning when i enter the shop.

the tattooist still working on sketches for me so he can imprint on my calf.

half an hour later then we start sketching on my skin and make sure it's fine and as what i wanted.

after making sure it'severything fine, he ask me to lay on the bed-like and wait for awhile he get the glove and equipment.

"bzzzzttt..."

"ready?here it come.."he said..

"bzzttt!!!"

it's not tat bad bah i thought to myself for a second.

then it came, the real one which will make it permanent.

"bzzztt!!!"

"WOOOHHH!!! Venomed Crab Ass SHIT!!!" i swear to my self.

as i lay and try to calm myself from the lining pain, he work on until all the outline is done.

everything is quite painful but bearable until it reach the back of my knee and on the front shin calf of mine.

i tell ahh, it's like ripping off you skin that attached to your bones.

so he work on lining and stop for awhile to prepare for the filling in the ink as mine only black work.

then we continue on with the black in colour.

me and the tiger/dragon..

we did stop for a rest for like 15 minutes before he finish colouring the Tiki God on my right side of my left calf.

at 1245pm, we finish all of it with last decision on shading for my braids..LOL

then i sit and rest for awhile before my friend and her brother asking about getting tattoo for the existing one.

chat for little while and then we off we go leaving the shop.

and of course i when home and sleep because i was exhausted like i've been to hell.

how it look when just finished and still in 'package'

here's some picture of my finished piece..

the front

the left side/outside

the back

the right side/inside

cheers for my wish!!

:: Warning - this is mengamuk entry rather than happy one ::

why is that i always become the backup unit?

always, ALWAYS i would be the one to hear this..

"..if that one ndak jadi, i'll look for you la.."

WTF?!

who you guys think i am? a backup unit so you guys can go on or something?

why don't you guys think about my feeling? don't you think i mind being a backup?

why don't you guys just remember to remember about me when you guys wanna have fun? damn it..